Sometimes I wonder why we can't have everything that we want in life.. why people can't be just our friends and hate all the people we hate.. why if we want something we can't have it.. why people act different than you..
But then I remember..
If things were that easy to have, we wouldn't have anything to fight for, to be worryied about, to THINK about, it all would come and never go, and that's not how it's soppused to be..
So maybe we should fight more for the things we want, and not spend time thinking that we don't have it..

I walked through the door with you, it was cold
But something 'bout it felt like home somehow and I
Left my scarf there at your sister's house
And you still got it in your drawer even now

Oh your sweet disposition and my wide eyed gaze
We're singing in a car getting lost upstate
Autumn leaves falling down like pieces in their place
And I can picture it after all these days

And I know it's long gone
And that magic´s not here no more
And it might be okay, but I'm not fine at all

Cause there we are again on that little town street
You almost ran the red cause you were looking over me
Wind in my hair I was there I remember it all too well

Photo album on my counter, your cheeks were turning red
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin size bed
And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the t-ball team
You tell me about your past thinking your future was me

And I know it's long gone, and there was nothing else I could do
And I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed to

Cause here we are again in the middle of the night
We're dancing round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs I was there I remember it all too well

Maybe we got lost in translation
Maybe I asked for too much
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
´til you tore it all up
Running scared, I was there I remember it all too well

Hey you called me up again just to break me like a promise
So casually cruel in the name of being honest
I'm a crumbled up piece of paper lying here
Cause I remember it all all all too well

Time won't fly it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I´d like to be my old self again
But I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
You can't get rid of it, cause you remember it all too well

Cause there we are again when I loved you so
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
It was where, I was there, I remember it all too well

Wind in my hair you were there you remember it all
Down the stairs you were there you remember it all
It was where, I was there I remember it all too well