8.12.2012


If happy ever after did exist 
I would still be holding you like this
Todos dicen: es el mejor viaje de tu vida. Yo no lo voy a saber hasta que no vuelva. Pero primero tengo que ir, y debo decir que con solo unas horas que me faltan sigo sin saber como estoy, si estoy emocionada, anciosa, nerviosa, triste, la verdad no lo se, me puedo imaginar mil y una cosas que pueden estar esperandome, tanto como peleas y deciluciones, como nuevas amistades y alegrias, espero que todo esto me sirva para aprender un poco mas de la vida, las personas, y el mundo. Se que es lo mas importante en la vida y voy a tratar de reforzarlo bien, se quienes son importantes y quienes no en ellas, y con quien tengo que pasarla bien, lo demas no importa, con el tiempo se va a ir y no va a influir ahora..
Espero que todo salga como me lo imagino, sino, sera una experiencia mas de muchas..

Dreams, that's where I have to go
To see your beautiful face anymore
I stare at a picture of you, and listen to the radio

Hope, hope there's a conversation
Where we both admit we had it good
But until then it's alienation, I know
That much is understood and I realize

If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind

But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what I say I'm not over you
Not over you

Damn, damn boy you do it well
And I thought you were innocent
Took this heart and put it through hell
But still you're magnificent
I'm a boomerang, doesn't matter how you throw me
I turn around and I'm back in the game
Even better than the old me
But I'm not even close without you

If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth

No matter what I say I'm not over you

And if I had the chance to renew
You know there isn't a thing I wouldn't do
I could get back on the right track
But only if you'd be convinced
So until then...

If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth
No matter what I say I'm not over you 
Not over you, not over you, not over you

8.04.2012


Now and then I think of when we were together 
like when you said you felt so happy 
you could die 
told myself that you were right for me, 
but felt so lonley in your company 
but that was love and it´s an ache i still remember 

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness 
like resignation to the end 
always the end 
So when we found that we could not make sense 
well you said that we would still be friends 
but I´ll admit that I was glad that it was over 

But you didn´t have to cut me off 
make out like it never happend 
and that we were nothing 
and I don´t even need your love 
but you treat me like a streanger 
and that feels so rough 
You didn´t have to stoop so low 
have your friends collect your records 
and then change your numbers 
I guess that I don´t need that tough 
now you´re just somebody that I used to know 

Now and then I think of all the times 
you screwed me over 
but had me believing it was always something 
that I´d done 

And I don´t wanna live that way 
Reading into every word you say 
you said that you could let it go 
and I wouldn´t catch you hung up on 
somebody that you used to know.

But you didn´t have to cut me off 
make out like it never happend 
and that we were nothing 
and I don´t even need your love 
but you treat me like a streanger 
and that feels so rough 
You didn´t have to stoop so low 
have your friends collect your records 
and then change your numbers 
I guess that I don´t need that tough 
now you´re just somebody that I used to know